[In all honesty, Eren got home from Lily's house and immediately fell back asleep until about 3:00pm. Waking up to a text from her feels like Christmas morning. His thumbs start moving before he even bothers sitting up (takes the Darth Vader mask off, at least).]
hey lily last night was awesome
the wedding was fine but i loved kicking it at your house lmao i cant believe i watched ur brother stream all those years and never realized he was in the same town??
Oh he's a BIG dork actually! You're factually accurate! He had fun having someone there to play with him though. I can only play a couple of games with him because I'm not good with very quick controls.
You can come over whenever you like okay? Or whenever you're allowed to; I know what that's like in a way, I'm not really allowed to do a lot of things either but for different reasons.
Because I'm autistic, I tend to trust people very quickly and take what they say at face value, which can put me at risk of being taken advantage of. I'm also not always very good with directions, and I get overwhelmed very easily in new or crowded places, which can lead to unsafe situations for me if I'm alone. So there's not a lot I'm allowed to go out and do by myself. Which is okay by me really, I'm not complaining. But it can feel a bit much sometimes.
!! Yay Zeke! Okay! As long as I can have a few days notice, I'll gladly come over! Would I be able to sleep over? And also would it be okay if I brought my own food if I did?
I can be quite anxious or fussy about food sometimes is all!
really? who knew people studied things like that...
ive had sleep studies before but never with a stuffed animal involved lol (sleep studies suck by the way - how is someone supposed to sleep hooked up to a bunch of machines)
Yes! (Sorry I realized I sent that without any context)
He's dating Chris! And he's kind to me at school, he walks me to class so people aren't horrible to me. He's never bitten anyone to my knowledge, but he seems open to the opportunity.
RONAN X CHRIS REAL U CAN'T KEEP THIS GUY AWAY FROM HARGROVES
He looks scary and mean, and he can be! But he's also a big softie; I hold his hand sometimes (not for romantic reasons obviously, it's just something that helps me feel calm and safe) and he's never minded!
I'd be happy to study with you sometime, if you like.
Contagion AU babeyyy
[ Texting like they're besties after x1 sleepover? It's likely. ]
It's Lily 🙂
Chris also says hi!
Last night was fun!
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hey lily
last night was awesome
the wedding was fine but i loved kicking it at your house
lmao
i cant believe i watched ur brother stream all those years and never realized he was in the same town??
hes kind of a dork in person lol
hi chris
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You can come over whenever you like okay? Or whenever you're allowed to; I know what that's like in a way, I'm not really allowed to do a lot of things either but for different reasons.
Or I could come over to your house next!
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its basically all i do lol
my brother always buys the newest shit for me
why arent you allowed to do things?
you could come over though totally
zeke already said so 👀
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Because I'm autistic, I tend to trust people very quickly and take what they say at face value, which can put me at risk of being taken advantage of. I'm also not always very good with directions, and I get overwhelmed very easily in new or crowded places, which can lead to unsafe situations for me if I'm alone. So there's not a lot I'm allowed to go out and do by myself. Which is okay by me really, I'm not complaining. But it can feel a bit much sometimes.
!!
Yay Zeke! Okay! As long as I can have a few days notice, I'll gladly come over! Would I be able to sleep over? And also would it be okay if I brought my own food if I did?
I can be quite anxious or fussy about food sometimes is all!
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maybe if u push me around i can make sure people dont fuck with you
lol
you can bring ur own food
erin used to do that all the time before she moved in, and zeke changes his cooking for her, or cooks something separately
im not picky at all
i think u can sleep over but we dont have an extra bed and i cant really sleep on the couch
would that be bad for you?
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Oh, I didn't know that! That makes me feel a bit better about it, haha. I'll bring lots of snacks though that we can share, okay?
That's alright, I can curl up anywhere as long as I have a minimum of three bears
(That was a joke)
(I need a minimum of forty)
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u wanna know a secret
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lol
i dont really tell anyone that but i guess
not many people to tell anyway
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I have a lot - I collect them and sleep with all of them! I want to try and find a sloth bear, but they're hard to find.
Did you know it's good for stress levels to sleep with stuffies? It's been studied!
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ive had sleep studies before but never with a stuffed animal involved lol (sleep studies suck by the way - how is someone supposed to sleep hooked up to a bunch of machines)
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I've never had one, but I don't think I'd like that much...
It's hard enough sleeping with a noodle-horse trampling me!
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i want a dog so bad
i mean
ive never asked for one
im not sure zeke would say no...
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What sort would you like?
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lol
when i got sick i was kind of hoping i could have a service dog but i guess there's nothing id really need it for
except maybe biting people who block my path
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Ronan would though! :D
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[He doesn't go to school often, but most people know who that guy is.]
do you go to his school too?
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He's dating Chris! And he's kind to me at school, he walks me to class so people aren't horrible to me. He's never bitten anyone to my knowledge, but he seems open to the opportunity.
RONAN X CHRIS REAL U CAN'T KEEP THIS GUY AWAY FROM HARGROVES
But I don't really go to school anymore.
I guess I'm technically a drop out, but they let me come sit in on classes sometimes and shit like that.
Like a moth to a ginger flame...
I'd be happy to study with you sometime, if you like.
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That sounds nice, but there's really not much point in me keeping up with schoolwork.
I'm going to die soon, so...
[Way to just drop that bomb, Eren, but it's not like there's a nice way to say it. He's used to this conversation by now...]
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Die soon..?
Are you being serious? I can't tell if you're kidding
[ Uncomfy feeling in her chest! Building! Either due to the bombshell, or the potential of being made fun of for believing it if he is kidding. ]
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faith like "don't be too intense, lily" and then this from eren LMAO
HE'S ALLOWED TO BE ;;;
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B E A R T A G (eyes turn completely black)
B E A R T A G F O R A N T B E A R
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