Yes! (Sorry I realized I sent that without any context)
He's dating Chris! And he's kind to me at school, he walks me to class so people aren't horrible to me. He's never bitten anyone to my knowledge, but he seems open to the opportunity.
RONAN X CHRIS REAL U CAN'T KEEP THIS GUY AWAY FROM HARGROVES
He looks scary and mean, and he can be! But he's also a big softie; I hold his hand sometimes (not for romantic reasons obviously, it's just something that helps me feel calm and safe) and he's never minded!
I'd be happy to study with you sometime, if you like.
[She's still talking to him. He doesn't mind her questions...]
It's my lungs. I got sick with a virus when I was thirteen. It's what killed my parents. I was in really bad shape - they thought I was going to die.
I never really got better after that. I developed Pulmonary Fibrosis. It's usually something old people or smokers get, but my infection was bad enough, I guess.
It makes my lungs scar up, and it gets worse over time. I didn't have to start using oxygen every day until a year or so ago. Like I said, they're bad enough now that I'll need two new ones, but that probably just isn't going to happen.
[Little tears well up in Eren's eyes. He doesn't wipe them away.]
ive never gotten to make friends i had them, but i had to move away i have online friends, but they don't know, really
and im so lonely all the time im so sad all the time im so depressed and i feel like im wasting what i have
you made me feel happy i had such a good time with you i want to hang out with you as much as possible because im angry it took so long to find you especially when you were always right there
We can hang out all the time as long as our adults all say yes, okay? I want that too.
[ Her summer schedule can be moved about; there's only a few things she'll need to keep cemented, but the rest she can move. Her schedule's important, but this is so much more in so many ways. ]
Look at it this way; you can't change all the time we didn't know each other before, but we do now! So it'll be better moving forwards!
[After that, he needs a few minutes too - a few minutes longer than Lily, because crying isn't easy when your lungs don't work (unfortunate for someone who cries so often).]
i know i just met you and i don't know you that well but i want to bloom with you
i really like you lets see each other as much as we possibly can
You know what we should do if I come over to your house next? I could show you how to bake! I could bring all the ingredients and we could make a couple different things even, if you wanted
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I've never had one, but I don't think I'd like that much...
It's hard enough sleeping with a noodle-horse trampling me!
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i want a dog so bad
i mean
ive never asked for one
im not sure zeke would say no...
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What sort would you like?
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lol
when i got sick i was kind of hoping i could have a service dog but i guess there's nothing id really need it for
except maybe biting people who block my path
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Ronan would though! :D
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[He doesn't go to school often, but most people know who that guy is.]
do you go to his school too?
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He's dating Chris! And he's kind to me at school, he walks me to class so people aren't horrible to me. He's never bitten anyone to my knowledge, but he seems open to the opportunity.
RONAN X CHRIS REAL U CAN'T KEEP THIS GUY AWAY FROM HARGROVES
But I don't really go to school anymore.
I guess I'm technically a drop out, but they let me come sit in on classes sometimes and shit like that.
Like a moth to a ginger flame...
I'd be happy to study with you sometime, if you like.
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That sounds nice, but there's really not much point in me keeping up with schoolwork.
I'm going to die soon, so...
[Way to just drop that bomb, Eren, but it's not like there's a nice way to say it. He's used to this conversation by now...]
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Die soon..?
Are you being serious? I can't tell if you're kidding
[ Uncomfy feeling in her chest! Building! Either due to the bombshell, or the potential of being made fun of for believing it if he is kidding. ]
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My disease has a short life expectancy. I'm on a transplant list, but I'd need a double transplant, and those are hard to get. It's not likely.
I only have a couple more years, maybe. Zeke doesn't like to talk about it, but it's true.
I understand if you don't want to be friends. Honestly, it would hurt my feelings a lot, but still, I get it.
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[ That's not fair! Not fair at all, actually!
[ Lily paces a bit, worried little hums accompanying some gentle rocking when she comes to a stop. It's at least a minute before Eren gets a reply. ]
I still want to be friends, very much.
Is it your lungs?
Sorry if that's a silly question, I know you use oxygen, but I wasn't sure if that was something separate.
[ Cue fairy-padding through to Lucy's office. Mama time is needed. ]
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It's my lungs. I got sick with a virus when I was thirteen. It's what killed my parents. I was in really bad shape - they thought I was going to die.
I never really got better after that. I developed Pulmonary Fibrosis. It's usually something old people or smokers get, but my infection was bad enough, I guess.
It makes my lungs scar up, and it gets worse over time. I didn't have to start using oxygen every day until a year or so ago. Like I said, they're bad enough now that I'll need two new ones, but that probably just isn't going to happen.
It sucks.
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That does suck! Very much actually!
[ Lily isn't very good at typical comforting. But she is good at sharing facts, and so... ]
Did you know that if you stretched a set of lungs out, they'd be the size of half a tennis court?
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what the fuck
really??????
how the hell
WHAT?
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i think that's the problem
mine are all scarred over
you know?
[...]
can we really still be friends?
i really like you
and no one ever wants to be friends with me, especially when they find out I'm temporary
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...I think a lot of the best things in the world are temporary.
So, it'd be silly to say I didn't want to be friends anymore.
That's what I think...
faith like "don't be too intense, lily" and then this from eren LMAO
[Little tears well up in Eren's eyes. He doesn't wipe them away.]
ive never gotten to make friends
i had them, but i had to move away
i have online friends, but they don't know, really
and im so lonely all the time
im so sad all the time
im so depressed and i feel like im wasting what i have
you made me feel happy
i had such a good time with you
i want to hang out with you as much as possible because im angry it took so long to find you
especially when you were always right there
its not fair
HE'S ALLOWED TO BE ;;;
[ A couple of minutes go by. ]
We can hang out all the time as long as our adults all say yes, okay?
I want that too.
[ Her summer schedule can be moved about; there's only a few things she'll need to keep cemented, but the rest she can move. Her schedule's important, but this is so much more in so many ways. ]
Look at it this way; you can't change all the time we didn't know each other before, but we do now! So it'll be better moving forwards!
No more wasting, only blooming :)
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i know i just met you and i don't know you that well
but i want to bloom with you
i really like you
lets see each other as much as we possibly can
okay?
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I like the sound of that a lot
You know what we should do if I come over to your house next?
I could show you how to bake! I could bring all the ingredients and we could make a couple different things even, if you wanted
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holy shit
i was like
zeke and erin ur wedding cake should be embarrassed right now
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We can make chocolate cake and then watch YouTube or something! And drink so much fizz! :D
[ One would almost think she'd forgotten entirely about the Death bombshell.
[ She hasn't, but how else is she supposed to act, other than excited she still has time with him? ]
Maybe you can show me one of your computer games too?
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